Never Have I Ever

Played that game before? Ok so if you haven't, it's typically a drinking game. You make a statement beginning with "Never have I ever " and you finish it with something you've never done, but you secretly know/feel that someone else in the group has done it. If someone else has..then they drink. Got it?

Okay, so this post is not a drinking game, but I thought I'd explain my catchy title.
Heads up: this post is mushy gushy about Samoa. Just wait :)

Remember my emotional posts "Single and Ready to Mingle part 1 & part 2" ? If not, go check them out. My past relationships have never been as satisfying as the relationship I've been creating with Samoa over the past few weeks (month-ish) I know it seems absolutely crazy for these feelings to come along so dang fast.


Never Have I EVER dated a guy who:

Held down a steady job

Knows what he wants in a relationship

Is spontaneous

Pays his own bills

Respects the fact that I pay my own bills

Had dreams and goals that he won't stop til he achieves them

Compliments me daily, as in multiple times throughout the day

Knew how to keep a conversation moving

Had me smiling so much that my jaws hurt at the end of the day

Made me feel so beautiful and wanted

Said, "You deserve to be loved and cared for" 



Not until now. I cannot wait til this list grows bigger. I am scared to death about getting hurt. I won't be able to see him again until Wednesday, then he's off to work again for 5 days. Which is totally fine. We have spent almost every day together in the past week and a half.. this break is going to be good for us, I believe.

We both have discussed how slowing down is a must, but neither of us want to. So yes, this break is good.

Maybe if I keep telling myself that this break is good, I'll stop missing him.

So yeah that's my life right now :) Heart face emojis all day errrr day <3